First of all i really appreciate for your reply.

Now as you asked me, yes i do feel nervous ,i freeze,and i think all possible
negative thoughts for not to approach.But at that situation also my mind is always positive that one day i will approach.I have that output independence thought process,i am ready to learn,practice and grow.I desire to improve my love life and i know i can do it.

It just this thought always encourages me to go through every article of every pick up artist ,to go to field ,that one day i will be having control over women.(I am very optimistic)

But rarely  i have mailed to someone and that of you are the one who has replied to it.So i feel very good.

As i mention i have that deep desire to improve not only the love life but also the social life.I read quite a lot articles,but nothing seems to be very discipline approach to achieve the goal.

I would appreciate if you could guide me through some of the  basics(if you can), I am ready to give me efforts ,it just i want someone like you as a mentor.